Who amongst us does
not at times wish to return to the more innocent and carefree world of childhood
as we remember it, if only to escape the monotony of our daily lives or indeed
its many troubles? In other words, nostalgia is no bad thing once it does not
become an obsession that prevents us from dealing with problems that must be
dealt with in our lives. One dictionary definition of nostalgia describes it as
a wistful desire to return in thought or in feeling to a former time in one’s
life, and in this sense it is mostly sentimental in thrust. But we are allowed to be nostalgic and
sentimental sometimes surely?
As I sit here writing
these thoughts, I am travelling back precisely forty-seven years to the autumn
days of 1969 when I was in fourth class primary school. We had a wonderful
teacher called Seán Ó Sé (John O’Shea) who was an erudite teacher in most
subjects, but who loved poetry and gave all of us an appreciation for its form,
metre, rhythm and rhyme. I remember well his beating out the rhythm of any
poem, whether in Irish or English, with his “bata mór” or “big stick” which he
actually rarely used as he was essentially a kind and caring teacher. He would beat
his “bata mór” on his old wooden desk.
Portrait of Thomas Hood |
I
Remember, I Remember
I remember, I remember
The house where I was born,
The little window where the sun
Came peeping in at morn;
He never came a wink too soon
Nor brought too long a day;
But now, I often wish the night
Had borne my breath away.
I remember, I remember
The roses red and white,
The violets and the lily cups--
Those flowers made of light!
The lilacs where the robin built,
And where my brother set
The laburnum on his birthday,
The tree is living yet!
I remember, I remember
Where I was used to swing,
And thought the air must rush as fresh
To swallows on the wing;
My spirit flew in feathers then
That is so heavy now,
The summer pools could hardly cool
The fever on my brow.
I remember, I remember
The fir-trees dark and high;
I used to think their slender tops
Were close against the sky:
It was a childish ignorance,
But now 'tis little joy
To know I'm farther off from Heaven
Than when I was a boy.
I remember, I remember
The house where I was born,
The little window where the sun
Came peeping in at morn;
He never came a wink too soon
Nor brought too long a day;
But now, I often wish the night
Had borne my breath away.
I remember, I remember
The roses red and white,
The violets and the lily cups--
Those flowers made of light!
The lilacs where the robin built,
And where my brother set
The laburnum on his birthday,
The tree is living yet!
I remember, I remember
Where I was used to swing,
And thought the air must rush as fresh
To swallows on the wing;
My spirit flew in feathers then
That is so heavy now,
The summer pools could hardly cool
The fever on my brow.
I remember, I remember
The fir-trees dark and high;
I used to think their slender tops
Were close against the sky:
It was a childish ignorance,
But now 'tis little joy
To know I'm farther off from Heaven
Than when I was a boy.